On the livestream, RM shared: Many people ask: Why are you wasting the second half of 2025 like that? Why didnt you do anything?
I also want to pursue many activities after my military discharge, but there are circumstances that I cannot talk about. I don't have the right to explain everything, so I can't reveal everything."
The rapper said that it has been more than 3 years since BTS' last concert was held, in October 2022, so he is looking forward to the group's reunion on stage. But RM himself was under great pressure before BTS's comeback.
I want to perform right away, but to prepare for that, there are many things, and the personal pressure is huge. Since last month, I haven't been able to sleep. I was thinking about whether to take sleeping pills or not," RM confided.
The BTS leader apologized for letting fans wait too long: I really apologize for letting everyone wait so long. But we have a reason, and we can't come back easily until we can bring you something to your liking.
He continued: Given the scale and all the circumstances involved, this may sound like an excuse, but I hope you understand. We will return. Maybe sometimes it's not what you expect, but I'll try my best."
RM then surprised fans when he mentioned the possibility of BTS disbandment - a thought that had appeared many times in his head.
I have wondered thousands of times, is it better for the group to disband or temporarily suspend activities? But the reason we are still together is because of the love between the members and the respect for the fans, RM shared.
Also during the broadcast, RM frankly expressed his dissatisfaction when some fans often asked about the other members on his livestream.
RM emphasized: I can no longer represent the whole group, because I am just an individual, with my own opinions and views.
Currently, each member has their own life. So what you expect, such as "why not do anything to this member" or "report to the company"... I can't do it."
He ended the broadcast with a heartfelt message to ARMY (BTS fan community): I love you all. I hope you really know that. Even if you don't respond to me in the same way, I will still love you in my own way."
The BTS members completed their military service in June this year. After that, the group went to the US to make a new album and prepare for a global tour, scheduled to take place next year.
