In that cold night, I confided that I loved him. He is still single, so he should feel happy and joyful because he has someone to care for. But no, I couldn't accept that, even though I was suffering, I couldn't be different.
Having been friends since childhood, but still living together in the same alley on the bustling small street, and sharing a high school, we have had our entire childhood together. I am 1 year younger than you, you always consider me like your younger sister. I always listen to everything you say, or make fun of it. Maybe that caused me to have those feelings. Not to mention, our two families also know each other and always want us to become a couple.
Then, gradually, when he started to have feelings for a female friend of the same age, I tried every way to keep him. At that time, he knew, but he still thought that everything I did was worried about this brother. I told him that I didn't like to hear stories about his feelings, I avoided him every time he told me, I joked that I couldn't marry anyone other than him because the two families had already decided. At that time, he realized that this could not continue.
Then, as if predicting what he was planning to do, that very evening, I called him out and asked him, I whispered: "I love you, I have loved you since I was little, so let's get to know each other". He could not forget his feelings at that time, the younger sister he loved was confessing. He was confused when he didn't know how to say no to her.
Knowing that there is nothing better than doing to help you feel less miserable by talking frankly and just affirming that I always consider you as my sister, that's all! The moment I looked at him, my tears were shining, making him feel guilty. He found himself cruel, but how can he know when love is not a game or a game of buying time and money.
I know you love me very much, you are a good, beautiful and talented girl. You are the type of person that I know many guys have to wish for, but unfortunately that person is not him. My affection for you should only stop there, should only be like a friend, a sister to your brother.
Since then, he and I have often avoided each other. I decided to study abroad. However, deep down, he understood that I wanted to run away. He was very sad, and regretted a relationship that had existed for many years. And you don't know, sometimes I wish we could return to our childhood, holding hands and running around a carefree and innocent place...
