She confided to her best friend: "Every morning when I wake up, I pull the curtains out and see the sky still gray like yesterday, my heart is also gray. It is not just a gloom, easily "upset the mood", but a feeling of being suppressed, trapped in something dark with no way out. Even though I tried everything, it was in vain. I miss the sun so much".
In life, few people teach us how to wait, only teach us how to try. But then, at some point, everyone realized that there were times in life that could not be overcome by effort, but could only survive by patience waiting.
On days of wet, sluggish rain, when I wake up in the morning and don't want to leave the blanket, people's hearts also shrink, everything seems to be covered with a thin, blurred, slow layer of fog... Some people say: "Then it's too late". But in the past few days, that saying has been a luxury. When standing in the cold wind, no one thinks about the sun. When walking in the rain, no one could imagine the blue sky. The difficulty of waiting is not the time, but that we do not know how long we are waiting.
He once said: I am not afraid of suffering, I am just afraid of not knowing how long I will suffer.
It sounds both funny and real. Because among the humid days of life, who has never wondered: When will it warm up? But then, at a very small moment, when a ray of sunlight fell through the window, when the wind was less gusty than yesterday, we suddenly understood: Every season has its own time. The rain (of course is moderate rain) to wash away old things, the cold comes to make us know how precious a cup of hot tea is, a person sitting next to it.
Knowing to wait is knowing to live with the present, even though it is not beautiful. That is, I can stay with sadness without rushing to repel it. It is known that after the harvest, it is the beginning of winter, not because we urge it, but because it must be like that, according to the inevitable laws of nature. When the sunny season comes, you will look back and see, it turns out that you don't need to do anything terrible, just stay and wait for it to pass.
The courage of those who know how to wait does not lie in winning the weather, but in keeping their heart free of ice. And it is those rainy, windy, cold days that teach us to love more than the warm sunlight of a clear day.
